dear God ! please bring me to sky . to see moon and sun. I wanna fresh my eyes to see something awesome and when you bring me there I promise I won't request you to send me back. I'll happy there besides you (: My life not perfect in the human world. I'm not strong face towards your test. I'm not strong live alone in the dark like I feel I'm already in grave. If I can see you I'll say that I wanna stop my life right now right here and continue it to the heaven . please allow me there . I'm so scared to the hell although I already know I'll be there .